haha... im so dumb... it was so obvious yet i couldnt see.. or i just didnt want to acknowledge it... dead blog, u shall accompany me through my life now on... i feel like laughing now... hahaha... laugh at the dumb... xD

im not just blind, stubborn and selfish. im dumb too...

you know, one day, if u do happen to see this, i just want to let you know that my phone is always on for your messages and phone calls 24/7 as a friend.. i wont pass beyond that point anymore cause i wont want to upset both of us..

yep.. thats all for you...

now, live now is crap... attending the module that i failed right, it makes me feel my time has turned back to last semester, till the time when we were still together.. and with the hangover, i feel so damn lousy.. i actually left class and went for a walk, i couldnt take it anymore.. i really feel pathetic...

initially, there wasnt tears at all after the break up, i thought its like ok... but time passed, and time revealed things i never could have seen by myself... thats why im in this state now...

putting a smile up is lying to people.. and people dont read beyond the lines anymore...

no wonder the qoute...

no matter what happens, just smile..

it will pass, it eventually will...

so.....

:)